7.19.2002

so many things happened today and have been happening. tonight lexi, jeff, jess, and i all went out. we had a GREAT tyme! actually, the day was rather good. everyone stopped by or called... i even received a call from Bobby. CRAZY, i know! now i am at home just chillin'. actually, I am freaking out b/c Lacey just shocked the hell out of me. I did see aaron today. he is just so patient. I don't get it!

7.17.2002

Today, adam pointed out to me that almost all my entries entail him in some way or form. That got me to thinking... maybe i should focus on something different. The summer is almost over and i feel as though i have gotten nothing accomplished. Then again, the summer is the lazy dayz, so i shouldn't feel to bad. I brought up this subject b/c right now i am just chilling at home with nothing to do except bask in the sun and read. DAMN MY BAD LUCK! ;)

i just chilled at adam's tonight. it was suppose to be just me and him, but matt was fleeing for his life. what a bad excuse!!!! haha!!! i did get to see a little bit of my friends. I just don't know where i would be without them. oh yah... a note to all the guys... your horrible and your best friends too! do you got that Adders? amen!

7.15.2002

but not like that...i feel nothing...






j/k

7.14.2002

life is a horrible little circle! one second you are at the top of everything and then 5 minutes later you feel as firm as jello. screwed up i know! life is full of MOVIE-like moments were nothing can breaking the passion and then PLAYFUL moments were it is all in good fun, but you want more. to whom this is dedicated to knows what i am talking about and all i have to say to them is.......the coldest night could be warmed by the mere likes of a hand resting on my back... AHH... MEMORIES! LUV YA!

I went to the fair with aaron and heath. we were incognito!! haha!! adam tried to put the moves on me and i must say it was hard to resist, but i managed. amazing i know. aaron still hasn't attempted to do anything more than hold hands. i wonder if it is me or him??? obviously it is him because adam wouldn't hesitate...but then maybe adam is just weird...the COMPLEXITY of it all! i also learned a rough lesson tonight...it is hard to resist something that you CAN have.

I just got back from North Carolina. WOW! it was a blast and now i am dark and happy! the only bad thing is that i missed the bowling car wash. as the captain, i should have been there! oh well. life goes on. it was great to come home and see all my friends. yell at one in particular...i bet you know who...adam...right... the arrogance! but aaron made me be happy again and tonight me and him are going out. it is great to be back.

ME in a BOWL

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