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7.27.2002 Ok...or maybe i will just chill at home until 10 or so. I hate it when ppl beat around the bush. if you don't want to do something...don't bring it up...and if you change your mind...then have enough balls to say you changed your mind. I am going over to Jess's at around 9:30-10. We originally had planned on going to Lexi's to stay the night, but yah! I was suppose to hang out with adam tonight, but he has hives. then, when i offered to just sit around and watch movies with him he was like "well, i don't know". how lame!
Lexi, Jess, and I all went out last night. We always have a blast when we are together! Then tonight I might go out with adam or just chill with him at his house b/c jess is going out with Milby. I am really going to have get a hold of aaron. I haven't talked to him in forever. today, in my email, I got these really cool sayings from Bobby. my favorite is... *The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them, knowing you can't have them* SO TRUE!
7.26.2002 Jess and I spent another night together. I have stayed at her house two nights in a row b/c she can't go out. Who knew that getting surgery on your toe could leave you so disabled. Adam got back from vacation and he brought me back some really cute souvenirs. Now our midnight calls are continuing. Milby and Jess got together. They are really cute! Wow this entry is really fragmental. I don't finish a thought. ODD!
7.25.2002 Come to think about it..........maybe not!
parents are always doing what is best for you, but in there most recent decisions, I am beginning to think otherwise. The rules they are putting down don't make any sense. I think I should be a rebel and knock some sense into them.
7.24.2002 Being the great granddaughter I am, I went down to my grandma's to defragment her computer. Well, it all went fine and only took me about an hour. I was patting myself on the back when she called me and said that she couldn't figure out what was wrong with it. I tried to coach her over the phone, but that failed so I told her I would be back in a few minutes. I am happy to say that I fixed her DREADFUL problem...I hit the power button. That is right my friends, the reason the computer wouldn't work is because it wasn't on. the moral: all else fails, turn it on!
7.23.2002 Today was really boring because I was home alone all day. I was so bored that I arranged all of my files and totally cleaned out my computer. I was talking to Bobby and my dad had to use the phone so I told Bobby that I would call him back. When my parents found out how old he is the forbade me to talk to him. I don't get it because we are just friends. I haven't told him yet, but I can't imagine his response when I do.
7.22.2002 I was talking to a friend todayand she asked me one question: "Why do you do the things you do?" How am I suppose to answer a question like that? All I said was "Not very often.", and when you think of it that response doesn't even make sense. I think this summer has fried my brains.
I apologized to my mom today about everything. She has really been going through and bad time. I have seen so many friends lately. Joey stopped by again last night and Heather and Brett came over yesterday. Today, Jessica and I went swimming and Bobby came over there and hung out with us. Then, the second I walked in the door Heather called and wanted me to go with her. I like everyone coming over. It keeps me busy and my mind off of the fact that my mom laid down a new rule: I can only go out on Wed., Fri., and Sat.! Let's see how long that arrangement lasts.
7.21.2002 i just broke the news to one of my friends that I can't date him. By his response, I would say he is totally pancaked. I didn't mean to hurt his feelings, but he is just too old for me. Him and I could be friends, but apparently that isn't what he wants. oh well! I have the worst luck with guys! Lacey spent the night last night, and the secret she told me made me forget about my problems. It was good just to hang out and have fun. We re-arranged my room to make it look like a teenager actually lived in it. I looks awesome and we had a BLAST!!!!!!
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ME in a BOWL In this tiny space, I am suppose to tell you about myself; I can't, for you wouldn't even begin to understand the simple complexity of my life. RaBId pASt 06/09/2002 - 06/16/2002 HyperLInk lIFE RaNDom SnaPs here IniTiaL FeAr sEConDarY CoNFusION |