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11.08.2004
REMEMBER WHEN...
zwingly 2004: i miss journalism and high school bowling more than life itself
zwingly 2004: the work sucked, but it was worth it
LjD 5 17 2: i miss journalism soo much
LjD 5 17 2: and bowling..we are so having that bowl thing when thanksgiving break comes
zwingly 2004: you arrange it miss jv captain
LjD 5 17 2: alrighty captain
LjD 5 17 2: god were sad
zwingly 2004: i know
zwingly 2004: i miss being a leader...b/c now i am nobody, but in high school I was in a leadership position constantly
zwingly 2004: i loved it
LjD 5 17 2: i miss being active in everything
LjD 5 17 2: blood drives, dances, journalim, bowling,
zwingly 2004: i know... high school is the best time of your life
zwingly 2004: *tear*
LjD 5 17 2: ya no joke
Care Bear @ 7:00 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
zwingly 2004: life isn't too bad now, but i still miss all of you guys
LjD 5 17 2: well carrie we miss you too.. i miss you tonz..and i'm glad things are getting better for you...college should be something that you never forget..for the good times not the bad
zwingly 2004: beautiful passage...you always did have a way with words
LjD 5 17 2: well thank you carrie...but you do too you know. Its harder to write now that your not here to proof read everything and give me your input...i miss having you look over my shoulder...
zwingly 2004: was i really that bad about it?
LjD 5 17 2: no...never...i always needed it carrie and i never was bothered by it
zwingly 2004: well, that's good b/c sometimes i thought i was being a little know-it-all or pushy.
LjD 5 17 2: no carrie
LjD 5 17 2: i could use you now
**I miss home and my friends, but life is slowly taking a turn for the better. I'm just afraid to gat too comfortable like I was last time because my world my come crashing down again. That isn't the sort of attitude we should go through with in life. Kinda sad. But i can't feel sorry for myself. That would only make things worse. I am going to get it all figured out. I am going to finish off this year, get a job this summer, apply for a closer school and start commuting. My parents aren't going to be happy with my decision, but I would feel better and as though I were accomplishing more. My family is going to be disappointed too. They only want the best for me, but can't they see how I feel up here. Odds are, I'll end up staying here next year and even possibly the year after that. But for now, I am going to pretend to be a rebel. After all, everyone needs a little fantasy in their life.
Care Bear @ 6:49 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
Care Bear @ 6:49 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
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