9.07.2002

FREEDOM!!!!! WOW! how good it feels to be able to do anything again. I thought I was going to have a nervous breakdown, but finally the relented and said the magical words..."Carrie, you can be done being grounded." YEAH!

As you can see, I haven't written in a while. Due to circumstances beyond my control, I have been taken prisoner. Only, this is the worst kind of prison. My Home! I am now risking to write in this. More on my situation later.

9.02.2002

Anguish. Slowly, thoughts drift in and out of my mind. Their harshness never seems to amaze me. In my opinion it isn't that big of a deal. Nothing bad happened, I managed to control myself, and I was even back by curfew. However, none of these points, they care about. They have a need to feel "in charge," even though their dominating attitudes may cause more anguish than good. Anguish. I haven't ever used that word as much as I have in the last few weeks. The feeling comes and goes, yet is never truly gone. Is this how life is suppose to be? I am not use to the situation I am in because for once, my words are getting my in to trouble instead of out. If they want to take away my priveledges, so be it. I will not admit that I am hurting, no matter how my spirit falters. Anguish.

9.01.2002

WoW! that is all I have to say. The club was so much fun! Truly, it wasn't what I expected, but fun nevertheless. Aaron was sick, but he still went for lacey's sake. It was a good thing he did because if not, he wouldn't have gotten hit on by a black guy named Charles. Lacey and Shandra were truly crazy! Although we didn't get to have our pizza party afterwards, the night was a success.

Today was a huge car show at the park. Adam won first in his division. Congrats! Oh yah... Romeo, Romeo. Where for out thou, Romeo? Role playing!

ME in a BOWL

In this tiny space, I am suppose to tell you about myself; I can't, for you wouldn't even begin to understand the simple complexity of my life.

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11/17/2002 - 11/24/2002
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12/29/2002 - 01/05/2003
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