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8.16.2002 adam actually asked me to go out this evening. I gladly accepted the invitation, so we did. He was late, but rather late than never right? I feel so deprived...of everything! It is as though time won't allow me what i want. Admittedly, I bring it upon myself, but in this case I would have willing been late for curfew. I did discover one thing tonight though...the bellybutton is very sensitive. Don't ever poke it! haha! I feel so lonely. Lacey isn't at home so she can't post a blog every five minutes with me and i can't share with her the evening's events. She is the only one that i can talk to (excluding shandra) that doesn't judge me. oh well!
Well, I missed tapscott's party. I had every intention of going, but my mom said no. It was raining anyways so i am sure i didn't miss anything important. I had a blast at Lacey's last night. We were talking to Randy on the internet and next thing you know, he was at her house. I convinced Jim to let us go out, but then lacey decided she didn't want to go. I felt really bad about leaving her behind. Randy and I basically rode around morrisonville until ten and talked about everything under the sun: my wardrobe, college, my memories, and dead people. A wide variety I know.
8.15.2002 Instead of Lacey coming to my house, I decided a change of scheduling was in effect. So, last night, after I spent a great night with adam, Jess, and Lexi, I gave Lacey a call and told her to expect me. That is how it is with us...we don't even ask anymore...we just show up. Then came the big problem, how to get out to her house in the middle of bum...well you know where. So, I called the ever fateful adam, and suggest we go on a road trip. Today i was in full anticipation of our little road trip. Time seemed to stand still. For some reason i don't feel like myself. I am disoriented and spacey. I've never have felt this way before....like right now for instance, well...nevermind...i forgot!
Instead of Lacey coming to my house, I decided a change of scheduling was in effect. So, last night, after I spent a great night with adam, Jess, and Lexi, I gave Lacey a call and told her to expect me. That is how it is with us...we don't even ask anymore...we just show up. Then came the big problem, how to get out to her house in the middle of bum...well you know where. So, I called the ever fateful adam, and suggest we go on a road trip. Today i was in full anticipation of our little road trip. Time seemed to stand still. For some reason i don't feel like myself. I am disoriented and spacey. I've never have felt this way before....like right now for instance, well...nevermind...i forgot!
Lacey and I are so obsessed with these things. Most of the time our entries are trivial, but recently we have had strokes of genius. I highly recommend that you read Lacey's stroke.
College Dayz
8.14.2002 I told adam something the other night that i shouldn't have. It isn't as though I wouldn't have let him know sooner or later, but now i am afraid to bring up the subject. Not necessarily the specific subject, but anything that could be linked or some how transition into that subject. Speaking of adam, the other day Jessica told me that she is going to help me make my mind up about my relationships. She thinks that if nothing is going to amount from me and adam i should stop doing anything with him. She said it was okay to be friends, but if we aren't going to be more than that, don't do more than that. To an extent, she is right.
I haven't had a chance to write in this b/c i my computer has been messed up. Boy do I have a moral for everyone! Always have an escape route b/c you never know when you might need it! Sorry, Adam, about the other day. I was completely freaked out! Lacey stayed the other day and we came to a conclusion....we are way too absorbed in our blogs. One thing happens we automatically log on to the internet and write about it. I would like to say Welcome to Aaron! you have joined our obsession!
8.12.2002 After spending all day trying to hook up this damn computer...i finally got it! then lacey gets on and hacks into my blog. how rude!? then she and I went road tripping and got lost. We didn't mean to...but after a few right turns we were back on track. I didn't even know how long we were gone for until i got home. it was a blast! a few minutes ago we stopped by adam's and lacey finally saw his car. Once she got done drooling, she was mad b/c in her words "it is tight as hell!" not all of us can be so lucky.
Okay this is lacey. Coming to you loud and clear. I'm at Carrie's. Well, i wanted to write in her blog.....cause i'm evil like that.
8.11.2002 Just friends~like you and me huh? tons of history! plan in advance every once in a while~ b/c it is really annoying!
Whenever some one calls and asks me the stupidest question in the world, I am going to be a little freaked out....Especially when nothing is in it for me, but you would have a wonderful night! odd...lacey and i are going to have "FUN" tomorrow. GO NORTH SCHOOL SUPERSTARS!
An alternative world...one which bears no resemblance to the one in which we have all come to know and love. There are many wonderful aspects to being a teenager, but the pains that come with it cancels out the pleasures. Eventually, we will look back and think...whether the memories are good or bad is determined by what you do today, tomorrow, or did yesterday. Live each day as though it were you last, but don't be to careful so that you miss out.
The hard labor was definently worth last night. Jess, Lexi, and me hung out all night. I was a blast! At around quarter till 11, we went to Lexi's and proceeded to have a good time. Quinton just got home last night so he hung out with us too. Aaron and Heath were there until 1 or so...Today, I am just so tired b/c i didn't get much sleep. I was just too hyper to fall asleep. Also, all of my stomach muscles ache b/c i laughed so much! Mansfield even hung out with us for a little while. Overall, the night was a success!
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ME in a BOWL In this tiny space, I am suppose to tell you about myself; I can't, for you wouldn't even begin to understand the simple complexity of my life. RaBId pASt 06/09/2002 - 06/16/2002 HyperLInk lIFE RaNDom SnaPs here IniTiaL FeAr sEConDarY CoNFusION |