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8.03.2002 it really irks me when you call and leave a message to get back to you and they don't....especially when the call could effect the outcome of your evening. To this person...i get your voicemail more than i get you....me and the lady are best friends.
Whenever I have a problem, I turn to the keyboard... there is something about the gentle clicking of the keys that calms the nerves and ensnares the senses. At this particular point, I have few problems so instead of ranting and raving i am going to leave you with something that will assist in establishing or furthering your social life.
A very wise friend once wrote..."~I love my friends...each one is special and unique in their own way. They each make up a little part of me. I don’t want to see any of them get hurt.~" I totally agree with that statement, and as i was reading it, I began to think ( weird, i know)! Maybe she isn't trying to be mean...maybe she didn't realize that she was hurting my feelings... if that is the case...what a relief!
Yet another uneventful night...oh well...sure beats staying at home. Then again...i went out really mad, so the night helped. I know that some people think it is there duty to tell people when they are "screwing up", but there is a way to be nice about it and a way to be mean. This person definently chose the latter. See...i don't mind listening to critizism, but i (like everyone else) have a breaking point. It isn't like i have done something that bad...not like i killed some one! I have to stop talking about this before i go "Carrie II...the rage"<------- (pun intented) on the town of T-ville. At least i haven't lost my sense of humor.
8.01.2002 today at aimee's i was a clutz and totally screwed up my right foot! it hurts like hell! plus, my dad had to poke and re-poke it with a needle just so relieve some of the pressure b/c it is so swollen...it looks like a blimp! just shoot me!
Thanks Petey for always cheering me up!
It is as though i lead so many different lives. I have friends that i hang out and talk about different stuff with, and then the next day, I hand out with friends that i could never ever talk about the same stuff with. Then, there are a few friends that i feel i can share both worlds with. However, when i do, i don't expect them to be supportive if they don't like what i have done, but don't be judgemental. that is one thing i don't do. I am never judgemental b/c in my opinion there is always a reason for doing something. A lot of stuff has been happening to me and my friends. All i have to say is be sure... and be good!
7.30.2002 ok...we finally did end up going out for the night so it is ok. i emailed heather back a few minutes ago. we have been getting really close again. it is wonderful b/c she is just so much fun to hang out with. Lexi and I are getting to be better and better friends. The other night Jess and I were going to stay out at her house and PARTY, but due to circumstances beyond my control, the evening was cancelled. the party still happened but we weren't able to attend. Guess what? Adam did something stupid. Shocked! no?! me either.
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ME in a BOWL In this tiny space, I am suppose to tell you about myself; I can't, for you wouldn't even begin to understand the simple complexity of my life. RaBId pASt 06/09/2002 - 06/16/2002 HyperLInk lIFE RaNDom SnaPs here IniTiaL FeAr sEConDarY CoNFusION |