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5.31.2003
well, i feel like crap. Today is one of the most important days in one of my friends lives and I can't be there. To tell you the truth...i completely forgot, but i really did want to go. He's always been there for me and I wanted to be there for him. How low do you get? I feel horrible about it...and if you are reading this...i am sorry. i'll make it up to you. promise! p.s. Congratulations!
****dedicated to Aaron****
"Graduation (Friends Forever)"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Care Bear @ 5:47 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
5.30.2003
on my first day of summer yesterday...i spent it at school. Ironic I know. we had journalism things to do so i spent from 9 to 7. it's sucked.
Care Bear @ 10:11 AM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
5.28.2003
Quinton Thomas is one of the most sincere and sweet guys in the world. Luv ya, Q!
Monsterfan 99: I was saying you gave me the courage to
Monsterfan 99: you are a sweetheart
Monsterfan 99: you really are
zwingly 2004: you aren't suppose to turn it around
Monsterfan 99: i'm not trying to
Monsterfan 99: you are very sweet for putting that in there
Monsterfan 99: awwwww, thanks Carrie
Monsterfan 99: that means a lot to me
zwingly 2004: anytime
Monsterfan 99: why can't most girls be as sweet as you?
Monsterfan 99: or at least show the world they are that sweet
zwingly 2004: well, b/c they don't have to be sweet...they have other things that make them wonderful...
Monsterfan 99: nothing is better then a girl who is sweet like you, nothing
zwingly 2004: then why do the gorgeous ones get all the guys/
Monsterfan 99: don't know, why do you get all the guys?
zwingly 2004: o my goodness...thank you so much...i am crying now.
Monsterfan 99: aww, now don't cry
zwingly 2004: that was just so sweet
Monsterfan 99: you are a very beautiful girl Carrie
Monsterfan 99: please don't cry
zwingly 2004: i'm sorry...i just can't help it
Monsterfan 99: it's ok
zwingly 2004: why do you have to be so sweet?
Monsterfan 99: I don't try to, I only speak the truth
zwingly 2004: *sniff*
Monsterfan 99: it' ok Carrie
zwingly 2004: i know...that was just so unexpected but so wonderful...just like you
Monsterfan 99: awwww
Monsterfan 99: how could that be unexpected, don't you have mirors?
zwingly 2004: i try not to look in them
Monsterfan 99: well, your beauty might break them
Monsterfan 99: or they might say "damn you look good"
Care Bear @ 5:51 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
school is out for the summer and i so far have no idea what i am going to do to keep me busy. I managed to stay busy for 2 and a half hours just trying to get my blog to look perfect. only three months to go now.
When i walked into the door this afternoon, i saw my mom laying on the couch. She got up and i went up to her and gave her the biggest hug i knew possible. She always has the hardest time with the ending of a school year. This year was one of the worst. I will go back to good ole THS for one more year and I can't wait. I'm sure the last time i walk into school it will hit me like a sack of potatoes. Seniority...this is what it feels like. funny...i don't feel any different. it is like the years are flying by and i am standing stationary. Of course i know that isn't true. We've all changed alot and with the times. For the better or the worse, none of us will know until we are faced with the outside world. life...it goes on.
Care Bear @ 4:23 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
5.27.2003
change is good.
Care Bear @ 3:24 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
5.26.2003
I was watching the Today show and they had Ruben and Clay (from American Idol) performing. Personally, I wanted Clay to win b/c he has a powerful voice. Well, as everyone knows, Ruben won. Seeing those two next to each other got me thinking...if Clay would have won...everyone would have said it was b/c he had the perfect physical appearance...well, what about Ruben? Sure, he has a great voice and a wonderful attitude, but the reason he won (in my opinion) isn't b/c he had a better instrument...it was b/c he was bigger. People say that him winning was a big step for the music industry b/c their isn't that physical persona anymore. Everything in the world revolves around what people look like. He has a great voice, but Clay's voice was better. Ruben just won b/c he wasn't the typical. Remember...all of this coming from a fat girl.
Care Bear @ 11:02 AM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
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