6.07.2003

last night was so boring. I thought i would go to graduation, but i didn't want to go early so i waited. when i finally did get there, there wasn't anywhere to park. It was hell. Then i came home and decided to go over and talk to chelle. Well, cathy (chelle's mom) and I ended up talking for about an hour...then, all of a sudden i remembered that i was suppose to pick shandra up at work. I high tailed it there, but ended up waiting 40 minutes for her to finish closing...only one interesting thing happened while i was sitting there...i turned on my hazards just joking around, but couldn't figure out how to turn them off. I was panicking b/c i was afraid they would wear down my battery. well, during a stroke of genius (one of my few), I decided to look in the owners manual for instructions. I open it, get the instructions, and try to turn them off, but they still wouldn't go. At tthis point, i was planning my route home so I wouldn't have to go on main streets with my hazards on. Out of sheer frustration, i grabbed the button and yanked at it...well, my luck has that that is what I was suppose to do. I don't know why i just wrote about that, but i figure any entry is better than none, right?

6.06.2003

wow. what a revelation. now i have a problem....more than one to be exact. Why is that whenever i am so lonely there isn't a guy in sight, but whenever one shows up they all flock. now the descision i knew i would have to make eventually is right now..what to do!?

6.05.2003

I feel as though i'm going to be sick. I haven't felt this sick to my stomach in a long time. eewwwww.

Tyffanie came down today and her and I hung out for a little bit. I really missed her. I mean it has only been a week, but hanging out today felt like she never even left. we talked and she clarified a few things for me. I have a decision to make according to her. She said it won't be easy but to go on what i feel. ahhh...the power of girl talk with a friend.

6.04.2003

The Heart's Thoughts
*******by********
~ Quinton Thomas ~

I walk through the halls as if a normal day
It seems like any other of the year
As I talk with friends, something happens
My attention is caught by the voice I hear.

The birds go silent at its' beauty
And every thought leaves my mind
It sounds like a song by Boyz II Men
Or any other sweet song I can find

The voice is the first thing that caught my attention
But, something better makes me look twice
My breath is hard to find as I slip into a trance
A glimpse into something so beautiful, so nice

Thinking to myself "How can someone look so beautiful?"
Your eyes removes all thoughts from my head
I try to say "Hi" or "Hello" to show I notice
But I think of nothing, and just stare instead.

Your eyes show nothing but pure love and caring
Something everyone needs to truly shine
The girl I look everyday for in my life
Sends a chill down the length of my spine.

You say, "Hey Quinton" in your sweet voice.
I am at a loss to say something sweet
But nothing comes to my mind
There's something to be said for cold feet.

I hope that you realize why I say nothing
When something as beautiful as you walks by
I try to speak as if everything is normal
But I cannot hide my feelings and lie

How could you be just another person to me
When your personality shines like the brightest light
Your face is more beautiful then anything that could ever be imagined
Like looking into the stars on a clear and blue night

But like the night, you come and go
And every time is exactly the same in my heart and mind
I have no clue what to say to you or how to say it
"I am doing good" is all that I can seem to find

I know this isn't as good as words from my mouth
And I know words like this are no justice to you.
But this poem is the best way for me to express
To a girl so beautiful, kind, sweet, and true

I hope you feel the same way as I
I wish that I could ask you out and be done
Till that day, I dream and hope of the future
When you and me are hand-in-hand, as one.

HEY ADAM!!!!!

6.02.2003

just when you think everything is forgotten, the past is brought up again. Furthermore...people who had no right to bring it up do. This person wasn't even here whenever it happened. why would they bring it up?

6.01.2003

i'm a horrible person. No really...i am. It shouldn't matter to me, but ever since some one said something it is all i've thought about. How harsh is that? I am such a snob. Just think. if i'm this upset about the whole thing then imagine how upset they will be when i say something. who am I to judge, but why do i feel so crappy about it?

ME in a BOWL

In this tiny space, I am suppose to tell you about myself; I can't, for you wouldn't even begin to understand the simple complexity of my life.

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