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4.05.2007
It's 2:30 in the morning, and I am reminiscing about days gone past. I don't know what inspired me to log back on to my blogspot after 2 complete years without a post. Yet, I suppose all things happen for an reason, no matter how much they piss us off or make us cry. For example, right now, I am going through one of the hardest parts of my life. You all know the ones I am talking about...the ones that leave you hopeless, angry, scared, & vulnerable. I hate feeling this way, but I chose the wrong path a couple of months ago, a mistake I'm still living with today. However, next week, hopefully will lift a giant weight from my shoulders, taking with it the sleepless nights and paralyzing anxiety. Then, slowly but surely, maybe my relationship with Josh will get back to the way things used to be before I broke his heart and his pride. I've got a lot to do in the next month, and no doubt at times I will feel like quitting. Still, I have to hold onto the dream and love I have within me because trust me, no good can come from losing sight of that which is truly important.
Care Bear @ 2:22 AM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
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