11.08.2002

drama...that is all my life consists of. Whether it be internal drama or external drama, it is always there. Is every teen like that or is it just me? I think they should make a handbook for teens on how to go about life, and one chapter should be titled "DrAmA!: the neverending battle." Maybe I should write it... a friend told me something the other day that made the most sense of anything in my life recently..."Carrie, (she said) you let people walk all over you. just tell them to fuck themselves." So that is my new theory...fuck everything! if i don't want to do it then I don't want to do it...don't harass me b/c i won't put up with it. simple as that. it is amazing some philosophies of life.

11.06.2002

It has been a long time since i have written...i was sitting in class thinking about how deprived my readers were becoming when i realized that I really need to write. So, here I am sitting in seventh hour typing in my blog, listening to Jenny's nails click against the keyboard, and wondering about next hour. It feels like it should be starting the weekend, but no. I have no idea what I should talk about...

Have you ever been in a situation that was just plain awkward? I would have to say that that is my predicament right now. I want to do something, but then again I don't. I don't know why I don't, but i just know that something is telling me no! maybe it is my conscience. damn thing. Well if i am going to decide I need to decide soon.

I went to the THS football playoff game last friday....actually, it was a really good game. I didn't have anyone who wanted to go with me so I decided to go ahead and go by myself. Well when i got there i caught up with Milby and then Shandra and Rush came, so we just had a little party. not really...but it was really fun. Shandra and I were just like "RIGHT!" while Milby, Dennis, Dave, and Rush made fools out of themselves. Typical males. After the game I went to LJS to see Lacey and defrost myself. Well, by the powers of persuasion, I got tricked into helping with the closing tasks. I swept and mopped and cleaned up grease. GO ME!

Saturday, Shandra, Lacey and I went to Lacey's house armed and ready. We had snacks, a liter of soda apiece, candy, and 5 scary movies. After carol left we started the movie fest and well, I will admit it....we screamed....we screamed at every little bump and scary music ballad. There isn't anything wrong with that. By the end of the night we had quenched our need to be scared. best of all, we made it out with only a few bumps and bruises apiece (sorry Lacey).

Well that is about it...an entry of this length should make up for the days I didn't write.

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