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1.27.2003
i haven't deleted an entry b.c if i am going to say something then I am going to mean it. Believe it or not...not every mood is caused by me. i don't care if you and mark are friends. i haven't said a goddamn word to him or you saying you can't be friends. In all honesty, I trusted Mark. He left and went to springfield every day where he could do anything he wanted without me even finding out...however, I was never worried about it. Somehow a rumor got started that I was cheating on him. It was rather amazing to find out that that was the subject of all conversations when I didn't even know about it. It hurt my feelings that he couldn't come and talk to me but hey... some people have problems with that. I am glad that you two are friends and I never tried to come between that. Live in your fantasy world and stand steadfast in that thought if it is what you want, but we rarely even talked about you. I didn't even ask him if he went to springfield with you two...you told me he was going to so I just left it at that. Mark is a big boy and he can deal with a lot more than people think. He's trustworthy which is a lot more than I can say for other people.
We're going to cool off the relationship for a while. That doesn't mean that it is over. If it were up to me it would be far from it. I've known and thought of mark as a friend since my freshman year. But the weird thing is...i am not that upset about us breaking up. We are still just as good of friends as we were. Now we are even better friends. 1st--friendship, then--romance, now--memories and dreams. ahh......the math of life!!!!
Care Bear @ 1:37 PM | comment
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