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10.03.2002
I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high.
Hey i made it...i'm the worlds greatest.
I'm that little bit of hope,
When my backs against the rope.
I can feel it... I am the worlds greatest.
~R. Kelly~
Care Bear @ 8:25 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
10.02.2002
I hate to see my friends hurt. It is even worse when that person is headed for pain and you can see it but don't know how to say it.
Adam~ you are headed for pain. Kendra talks so bad about you whenever you aren't around. She told gavin to kick your ass and then said if they put you in the hospital she wouldn't come see you. Kendra is nice to hang out with every once in a while, but everyone knows that she isn't the most reliable person in the world. Lexi has tried to tell you, but you won't listen to her. About the whole homecoming thing, I am glad you got a date, but Kendra told me that I could have you because she wouldn't be got dead with a fag. In my opinion, that isn't a friend. Maybe it hurts for you to hear this, but it will just hurt twice as bad if you find it out later. It is your decision, but Lexi and I just don't want to see you hurt.
Whoa...that was rather easy, but I bet the hardest part is yet to come.
Care Bear @ 5:31 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
10.01.2002
rub it in why don't you. As though I wasn't upset enough about it.
I have started a new health craze. Actually, I wouldn't put the word health in it, but just wait 3 weeks and then look at me. All you will say is WOW! I will be a completely different me. Well, I will be the same me just a little better. People think I am going about it the wrong way, but results are results in my book.
Jessica's mom said that she couldn't hang out with me because I was a bad influence and did bad things. BULL! It really hurts my feelings because her and I have been best friends since 5th grade. We can still hang out but only in "secret." It just won't be the same. I don't know how to react to something like this. Me a bad influence, RIGHT!
Care Bear @ 9:38 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
9.29.2002
Dramatic dreams shatter my twilight serenity.
Ominous echoes invade the enchanting night.
Mirrored eyes replace and refract the serendipity of my world.
Toughts of wondrous blooms coax my evil emotions.
Memories bring brief bliss after horrorible times.
How am I to differentiate between adolescence and adulthood?
Does the darkness of my thoughts determine my life?
Or ar they unpeeling the mysterious minutes which are counting?
Umpteen inexplicable bones prod and poke peculiarly.
I'm not wanton and desolate for neverending eternity.
On the contrary, I am naive lingering for perfect life and love.
No longer will I yeild to the hatred of aching infatuation.
Sophomoric residues escape the phethora of aged bickers.
My idiosyncratic life is inexplicably familiar although psychotic.
Chimera accurately characterizes my zig-zag optimism.
Dramatic dreams bring in sight the crazy basin that is my life.
Care Bear @ 2:21 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
dinner for the fam today. I wish I could just disappear because I don't want to deal with it. Actually, things have been unusually normal today. It feels as though everything is back to the way it was before i screwed up. I know better than to think that though because nothing will ever be the same. Last night I heard a very disturbing rumor. It isn't true neither do I wish it was. I am not like that, contrary to popular opinion. Brit and her new boyfriend just got here. It is about time for me to go hide in my room. I use to love family events, but then I got in trouble and you know how family is. They tell each other everything regardless. Regardless of anyone's feelings or wants. I hearby vow that I will not ever treat my kids that way or make them feel uncomfortable. you heard it here first.
Care Bear @ 2:14 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
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