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5.02.2005
I get so frustrated whenever I can't figure something out. For instance, I have been taking upper-level math classes all my life, but now, one simple math class is giving me trouble. Sets and subsets...to anyone else they may seem easy but for some reason my brain just doesn't process them. There seems to be a lot of things I can't process right now: my love life mainly.
I wish I could find that one guy that made all the questions disappear. ** What if there is someone else out there? ** Can I be happy with one guy? **Will the relationship lose its spark? ** What happens when it does end? It seems to me that I am focusing why to much on the future instead of enjoying today. My problem is that when I find a good guy, my mind overpowers my heart. I focus so much on not wanting to hurt them that I break it off before I've given it a shot. Only now, I am growing older and with that comes a new sense of dedication. I am going to stick to this relationship because I've found a wonderful guy that I don't have to worry about anything with. Lucky me.
Care Bear @ 8:54 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
a feeling like no other
Complete content,
they often say,
is a figment
of minds.
Complete content,
I often say,
is a release
from binds.
Yet, standing here
with you tonight,
the truth shines
bright and clear.
I've never met
another man
who makes me feel
so dear.
My heart speeds
with soaring needs.
My mind loses focus
with merely one kiss.
Care Bear @ 2:50 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
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