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11.21.2002
In a word...thankful
_______for the blood spilt
___to guarentee freedom
____for me
In a word...thankful
_______for a womens fight
___to secure the vote
____for me.
In a word...thankful
_______for things gone without by love
___to supply treasures
____for me.
In a word...thankful
_______for love, life, and friends
___to make comfort
____for me.
In a word...thankful
_______for gifts given by the Creator
___to lift up woes in the world
____for me.
Care Bear @ 9:56 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
Dear petey,
so many things have been happening lately, but with you being so far away you are completely oblivious to them. Oddly enough, that is rather comforting. It means i can talk to some one without having to handle conflict. However, once i think about, you being so far away has had a worse effect than i thought it would. Honestly, it seems as though everything is normal, but there is still that inkling in the back of my mind saying "you screwed up." It will probably always be there, but there is hope....maybe. The fact that we are friends, but don't hang out is rather disturbing...i know you have your reasons though. some day i hope for you to realize, but i could wait.
Bowling season started a week ago. I would have to say it is my favorite time of the year. the bonds made are amazing and overall it is just a blast. okay...maybe it isn't my favorite time of the year, but it certainly makes a lasting impression. just like you have made a lasting impression. I use to care what people thought of me and what i looked at, but with you, i care more about my personalityand behavior. To disappoint you would be drastic. I know this isn't normal, but being normal is highly overrated. maybe that means you are a truefriend to me or maybe it means that i changed, but it took you to realize it....who knows?!?!
Life has been better. There is only one thing it is lacking for me right now, but heck, usually that isn't important. actually, my mom told me that i had better things to worry about. Truthfully though, i cared more about my studies when i had this. Maybe it was just because i wanted to prove myself. Proving myself doesn't seem that important anymore. This presents a serious problem...i need help. Mentally, emotionally, and physically. The woes of the world mixes with the wonders to make my world seem wayside.
always and forever,
~*cH*~
Care Bear @ 9:42 PM | comment
cmharrison@mckendree.edu
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